This is also the episode 30 of dramas I Hate him yet my Heart Beats Only for Him; In The Words Episode 30, Phoenix revealed the truth of the death of his best friend to Lennon. He has been haunted ever since, and always felt guilty to his friend. Deep inside his heart, he believed that he was a monster and would ruin everything he touched, like his father and his friend. How would Phoenix comfort Lennon and relieve his misery?
